one month to my final exams

one month from now onwards to my exams...Yet, in my hands i'm still holding some responsibilties....I really need to handle my time properly or else I might not able to sail through these tough papers.


I do not consider this as an update for my blog..It's just a very short notice on my own...Moreover, I would like to continue blogging as long as I got the time...

So see you guys soon.

Energetic

Perhaps I'm not supposed to be here at this moment. I'm pretty sure everyone is working very hard to archieve their goals. I wasn't so into few days ago, until a couple of minutes ago. I read one's blog and eventually I feel energetic again.

SEAN, don't ever give up.

dead and gone

(Feat. T.I.)

Chorus:

(Justin Timberlake):
Ooooooo
I've been travelin
On this road to long
Just trying to find
My way back home
The old me
Is dead and gone
Dead and gone
Ooooooo
I've been travelin
On this road to long
Just trying to find
My way back home
The old me
Is dead and gone
Dead and gone

(T.I.)
Ever had one of dem days
U wish woulda stayed home
Run into a group of niggas
Getting they hate on
U walk by
They get wrong
U reply
Then shit get blown
Way outta proportion
Way past discussion
Just u against them,
Pick one then rush em
Figure u get your hair?
That next
They don't wanna stop
There now they bussin
Now u gushin, ambulance
Rushin u to the hospital
With a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times
Plus it hit ya
Spine paralyzed waist down
Now ya wheel chair bound
Nevermind that now
U lucky to be alive,
Just think it all started u
Fussin with 3 guys
Now ya pride in the way
But ya pride is the way u
Could fuck around
Get shot die anyday
Niggas die
Every day all over
Bull shit dope money dice
Game ordinary hood shit
Could this be
Cuz of hip hop music
Or did the ones
With the good sense
Not use it
Usually niggas
Don't kno what to do
When their back
Against the wall
So they just start shootin
For red or for blue
Or for blo I guess,
From Bankhead
Or from your projects
No more stress,
Now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take
Time to think,
Before I make mistakes
Just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away.

(Chorus)

(T.I.)
I aint never been scared,
I lived through tragedy
Situation coulda been dead
Lookin back at it
Most of that shit
Didn't even have to happen
But u don't think about it
When u out there trappin
In apartments hangin
Smokin and rappin
Niggas start shit didn't
Next thing ya kno we cappin
Get locked up
Then didn't even get mad
Now think about damn
What a life I had
Most of that shit
Look back just laugh
Some shit
Still look back just sad
Maybe my homboy
Till be around
Had I not
Hit the nigga
In the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my nigga
Walkin out that door
Whoda thought I'd never see
Philant no more
Got enough dead homies
I don't want no more
Cost a nigga his job,
Cost me more
Ida took that ass-whoopin
Now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripe
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there
Talk shit all night
Cuz I hit you, you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take
Time to think
Before I make mistakes
Just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away.

(Chorus)

(J.T.)
I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright

(Chorus)

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Nice Song. =)

Random

Found this comment in youtube. That's really cool. Check this out.

1. Your reading my comment
2. Now your saying/thinking thats a stupid fact.
4. You didnt notice that i skipped 3.
5. Your checking it now.
6. Your smiling.
7. Your still reading my comment.
8. You know all you have read is true.
10. You didnt notice that i skipped 9.
11. Your checking it now.
12. You didnt notice there are only 10 facts

I wish to stay ALIVE.

I wish to stay alive, merely as a human being, to feel the blood is flowing through my veins and vessels. I don't want to be a dead person or be a robot, very NUMB. 

Just bear with me, I know what am I doing. And I hope I know what I want, as a human living in this world. Give me some time. I would be able to do it.

Progress Test is coming.....AGAIN

Oh, can't imagine pt2 is coming so soon. Unprepared, for all three subjects...This weekend I didn't touch my books at all. Really don't know how to sit for the exam next weel. actually i wasn't that busy also, just don't feel like studying....  Anyway, I still got 2 days to study, i will start to study tomorrow. 

Hoho, somehow I'm so glad to be a lazy bum, staying at home doing nothing, hanging out with my friends... why don't we go n watch "Dragonnnnnnnnnnnnnnball", it should be a nice movie. I wish it to be...LOlz...even though most likely it will end up with disapointment.

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I enjoy reading others' blogs instead of posting my own stuff onto my blog. It's like reading others' life and experiences. Sometimes it's so amazing that you can understand that particular person's feeling by reading his/her blog. 

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p/s:  Wanna learn guitar, but don't know how to get started.. Any suggestion? 

PLan to change my blogskin, but have no idea of  any nice and cool blog skin.. Maybe i will use a simple blogskin. Simple n Nice. =) 

Economic Downsize...Urgh!!

Flipping through the newspaper and you can see news of the global economic slump. It's such a horrible time for both employee and employer. The employees are afraid of retrenchment whilst the corporate is recently in a bleak results season. My father is a typical employee and of course he had a pathetic increment for his salary last year which he defined it as very lucky. For others, it's a pay cut.

Frankly speaking, I myself don't really feel the pain of the bad situation, maybe I'm not in the business sector or maybe I'm a student. However, I know some of them did suffered from having harsh time because the corporate is having dismal results. You know how sad it's to cut the pay from deplorable amount received every month? It's unfair as the poor will always be the first to "kena". How about the rich? It's in stark contrast to the poverty. They continue their luxurious lifestyle, the most is just buy less shirts and shoes for the month. Haiz....

I really hope the situation won't be accentuated anymore which I think it's quite impossible right now. All the best to everyone and as long as we endeavor to reach our goals, no challenges will be insurmountable.

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stagnancy

Recently, I wasn't in a good situation. I don't really face tough problems. It's just that I will become emo easily, not hot-tempered, just love to be alone. My mind will wander in the class., especially thesew few days, very hard for me to concentrate in tax and costing class. At first I will contemplate and think about tax stuff and within seconds of meditation I will be thinking of something else. Shit, I hate this feeling, hate distraction.

This situation becomes worse when I found myself not bringing swimming trunk when I reached the pool. Of course, I went home to take it. =)



The desire and feeling is getting stronger and impetuous in my heart. I afraid I will fail to control. It's vague in my heart yet so clear in my mind.

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By the way, I think I will be able to extricate myself from this situation because my self-control is good.....Yeah~

in the Library

Currently in the library, waiting to get into the class. I just realize that we have replacement class today. It's kinda potong steam to have extra class on Wednesday.

I have nothing to do right now whilst Kee Hoong and Kwan Siong are watching "Transformer" in the library. Just can't believe Kee Hoong never watch that movie before.


BOred.


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Wondering why is veryone wearing the Sunway T-shirt. They look like Sunway Staff and also the factory workers.



WE are about to put the bags into the class. Bye!

Sleepless Night?

Now is going to 2 in the midnight, and I don't feel sleepy at all, even though I tried to lie on the bed. Maybe this is owing to the nap in the evening, or maybe it's the Belgian Chocolate Coffee Ice Blended I had few hours ago. I just hanged out with my brother because he said he want to find a comfort place to spend his time.

We decided Coffee BeaN and next is to think of a new programme that will be running soon. Listening to stories is the extra bonus I got tonight I didn't expect that to happen.

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Oh, I just realise within the next 24 hours I will be getting my results and I don't really feel nervous. Anyway, I still hope everyone willl pass the exam.

Okay, it's just a short post for the night that I couldn't sleep.

Two more things to write about

1) To all my emo friends, stop thinking of all the people and things that cause you depressed. You don't have to.

2) Happy Birthday to Caren. I wish I am the first person to wish you by post on your birthday.

Bye and Good Nite.

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Progress test ends today. Eventhough my audit paper sucks, I still feel very happy because no more exams for ne few weeks... ( ^_^ )

~ Maybe because tomorrow is Valentine's Day, that's why I'm happy.

~ My Kepong friends went redbox today. Leaving me in Sunway to sit for the exam. That's bad. However, tomorrow I might go redbox. That's why I'm happy.

~ Some of my friends are shortlisted by Student Council, but then there are 28 of new members are about to be selected. I still have a chance, that's why I'm happy.

~ Finally, I have some time to post some stuff overhere, that's why I'm happy.

~ Thses few days she looks pretty, that's why I'm happy.

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What your feeling right now?

Cheers!!

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Just saw this picture from wen chern's blog. It's very nice and meaningful right?

Chicken that pees...

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Btw...

CNY ought to be an exciting and joyful festival where by we are back to our own kampung for reunion. Indeed, I enjoyed hanging out with my cousins during chinese new year. It seems to be a golden opportunity for us to gather and do whatever we wish, eventhough two of them are also in Sunway College and as well as student of financial course. Maybe it's the time for us to link each other again as a family, to know each other better. I really appreciate that and I hope can we can go out more often. :D :D

Based on previous years of experiences, CNY is very tiring and dreadful (apart from the angpaus) because of the non-stopped visits. Before that I don't really like it especially to some uncles' house which I don't know them well. It's kinda don't know what to do except for sitting there ,smiling at them or choose to concentrete on their cookies and drinks. I didn't really get the idea in it. But, maybe after one year and so many things happened last year, it changed my view on this. Anything can happen in just these 365 days. A person would have changed drastically and tremendously due to uncertainty. What I mean can be the recent financial crisis, a person might just bankrupt because of the high unrecoverable debts. Some might pass away without knowing why. Health problem? Accident? Or some reasons that you will never think of.

Friends and family are very important to me.

There are many friends or relatives that I might not able to visit them during this CNY and I really hope all of them are fine and healthy always.

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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

HAPPY CHINSE NEW YEAR

新年快乐

SELAMAT TAHUN BARY CINA

hey, frenz.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

BEST WISHES TO ALL OF YOU

HAVE A PROSPEROUS & LUCKY YEAR

GONG XI FA CAI

IN THE YEAR OF OX.

RaNDOM + CNY!!

Nowadays just so lazy to blog, even though I have logged in and clicked on "NEW POST", still I will cancel the whole post. Chinese New Year is around the corner but yet there isn't any feeling of wearing my new shirts, visiting the relatives and talking about the new year resolutions. Of course, I'm always ready to get ANGPAOs, though I expect these year angpao would be lesser due to economic downturn. It might be a hard time for those who being retrenched, no bonus, no increment, reduction in allowances, claims and yet have to bear the whole expenses of the family. A word to them, " GAMBATEH"!!

Still waiting for the call from SSD, to know whether I am shortlisted or not... It's kind of nervous for no reason, because I don't really have that strong desire to join student council. However, it is dissapointing if fail to do so. Maybe it's because of the ugly goldfish that I drew on the description column which is supposed to write some awesome lines to it. Felt regret to hand up that form... Mabye I should quote from Obama and some other politicians to describe myself. Lolz...

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Yesterday just watched movie with college friends.

" UNDERWORLD 3: THE RISE OF LYCANS"

An origins story centered on the centuries-old feud between the race of aristocratic vampires known as Death Dealers, and their onetime slaves, the Lycans.

Which one would you prefer to be?

Death Dealers?

Or Lycan?

I wish to be the hybrid of both.

BaCK To CoLLeGe!!

Going Back to college seems to be very exciting. I wish to see all my college friends. As far as I known, I have FFK~ed all the outgoings during the holidays. I feel so bad sometimes. Sorry, guys.


My first class is about AUDIT...It's new to me. ERM, hopefully it's not worse than T5.

Things I learned today.

TRUE = NOT FALSE

FAIR = NOT BIAS

once you fail = bad results

=.=

nothing much.

NEW YEAR_2009

SIEZE THE DAY

sean