I Meet some crazy hostel mate!!!!

Staying in hostel is really a new experience for me, especially when i meet some crazy hostel mates!! zzzz...and i have adapted to the life over here. It's a life with no laptop...it's a life to stay awmake until midnight...



In short, it's a diff life.... and i'm getting more and more lazy to blog nowadays... Perhaps i'll be starting back my blogging life next sem cause i'm goanna get a new notebook. hoho...=)

Getting Excited

Life is getting hectic nowadays but I would like to remain dynamic consistently. I'm planning to move in the the college hostel for this semester because I;m quite tired of travelling from kepong to sunway and from sunway back to kepong almost everyday including weekends. In fact, my true reason is I'm hoping to discipline myself in staying in hostel. Sounds ridiculous right? Lolz, actually i'm not too sure whether I can do it but at least I know i have to make some changes on my current situation. The most changes will be I wont have computer in anymore. Haha... so I wont be able to watch youtube in the midnight....Reading blogs for few hours...Facebook-ing for the whole night..zzzzz

Subject matters are becoming tougher and tougher whereby I dont have the confidence to cope with. But just like what I have committed to myself at the beginning of the year, I must face all challenges with NO FEAR> . I'm really looking forward on having a new life experience. HOho....=)





p/s; All my friends are busy managing their life and some are goin overseas to study and pursue their dreams . I might not have time to contact you guys but I really miss you guys a lot. It's always been so sweet to recall back every single moments that we've been through.

HOPE

Yesterday's ADA Awards basically is very much similar to the last ceremony that I attended the year before in term of the awards given. The people are kinda same as well. I could recognise some of the faces in year 2007. It has shown how supportive they are by turning up in the Awards Giving Ceremony.

I saw enthusiasm deep inside each and every performer or actor in that stage. I saw the importance of the award meant to them. I believe every performer is striking for that title of 'best actor/ best actress" to prove that it's the right route to be chosen. The hardship and effort that they put in are very much more than we can imagine. I'm impressed with them. I respect them.

Perhaps one day, I could do something for this industry as well.

Sense of Professionalism

Having class on sunday does not seemed to be a good idea for me but somehow I have enrolled for that particular subject. With the name of the subject being "Professional Accountant", for the very first time I really have a feeling of studying a professional course. Your mind must be able to think fast and of course, the issues that we are coming across is closely related to the current market and current economics. Even though what we have learnt is very much theoretical, still during exam, it requires us to think as a personnel who is in the managerial position, coming out with strategic ideas, proposal or discussion.

It's something really new and challenging for a dumb nerd like me. Remembering what a teacher said to me,'you're very naive and lack of exposure to the society and the world'. It's very true and I know I have a lot to buck up. =) I guess this semester would be a busy but interesting 6 months in my life.

NEW YEAR~2010

Stepping into a whole new year, i'm already reaching 20s. Looking back what have done in 2009, I could not say much because I had a feeling of being stagnant fot that year. However, I'm glad that this holiday really made a rather good ending for a a year that had a unsatisfying start.

The camp I joined and organised partially indeed inspires a lot. It perfectly depicts the situation that I'm facing and my own weakness caused by my personality. I'm not too sure whether I could overcome it and at least now I know I shall face everything with NO FEAR. Last time I used to be stay in the comfort zone and i will never want to give it a try if I'm not confident with it. Basically I realize my weakness after I graduated from KB and if I choose not to rectify it by now, it will affect the rest of my life.


Hmm, life is so short and I have to agree on what my buddy told me. DONT LET YOURSELF REFRET AND NEVER REGRET ON WHAT YOU HAVE DONE. For something that I never try before in the past, I will try in the future. For something that I failed in the past, I will try it again in the future. So, hopefully I can achieve my own target....=)



This year is goanna be a very challenging year to me in every aspects......So, JUST BRING IT ON!!!! ahahahaha....................=) Bye, peeps!!

one month to my final exams

one month from now onwards to my exams...Yet, in my hands i'm still holding some responsibilties....I really need to handle my time properly or else I might not able to sail through these tough papers.


I do not consider this as an update for my blog..It's just a very short notice on my own...Moreover, I would like to continue blogging as long as I got the time...

So see you guys soon.

Energetic

Perhaps I'm not supposed to be here at this moment. I'm pretty sure everyone is working very hard to archieve their goals. I wasn't so into few days ago, until a couple of minutes ago. I read one's blog and eventually I feel energetic again.

SEAN, don't ever give up.

dead and gone

(Feat. T.I.)

Chorus:

(Justin Timberlake):
Ooooooo
I've been travelin
On this road to long
Just trying to find
My way back home
The old me
Is dead and gone
Dead and gone
Ooooooo
I've been travelin
On this road to long
Just trying to find
My way back home
The old me
Is dead and gone
Dead and gone

(T.I.)
Ever had one of dem days
U wish woulda stayed home
Run into a group of niggas
Getting they hate on
U walk by
They get wrong
U reply
Then shit get blown
Way outta proportion
Way past discussion
Just u against them,
Pick one then rush em
Figure u get your hair?
That next
They don't wanna stop
There now they bussin
Now u gushin, ambulance
Rushin u to the hospital
With a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times
Plus it hit ya
Spine paralyzed waist down
Now ya wheel chair bound
Nevermind that now
U lucky to be alive,
Just think it all started u
Fussin with 3 guys
Now ya pride in the way
But ya pride is the way u
Could fuck around
Get shot die anyday
Niggas die
Every day all over
Bull shit dope money dice
Game ordinary hood shit
Could this be
Cuz of hip hop music
Or did the ones
With the good sense
Not use it
Usually niggas
Don't kno what to do
When their back
Against the wall
So they just start shootin
For red or for blue
Or for blo I guess,
From Bankhead
Or from your projects
No more stress,
Now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take
Time to think,
Before I make mistakes
Just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away.

(Chorus)

(T.I.)
I aint never been scared,
I lived through tragedy
Situation coulda been dead
Lookin back at it
Most of that shit
Didn't even have to happen
But u don't think about it
When u out there trappin
In apartments hangin
Smokin and rappin
Niggas start shit didn't
Next thing ya kno we cappin
Get locked up
Then didn't even get mad
Now think about damn
What a life I had
Most of that shit
Look back just laugh
Some shit
Still look back just sad
Maybe my homboy
Till be around
Had I not
Hit the nigga
In the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my nigga
Walkin out that door
Whoda thought I'd never see
Philant no more
Got enough dead homies
I don't want no more
Cost a nigga his job,
Cost me more
Ida took that ass-whoopin
Now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripe
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there
Talk shit all night
Cuz I hit you, you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take
Time to think
Before I make mistakes
Just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away.

(Chorus)

(J.T.)
I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright

(Chorus)

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Nice Song. =)

Random

Found this comment in youtube. That's really cool. Check this out.

1. Your reading my comment
2. Now your saying/thinking thats a stupid fact.
4. You didnt notice that i skipped 3.
5. Your checking it now.
6. Your smiling.
7. Your still reading my comment.
8. You know all you have read is true.
10. You didnt notice that i skipped 9.
11. Your checking it now.
12. You didnt notice there are only 10 facts

I wish to stay ALIVE.

I wish to stay alive, merely as a human being, to feel the blood is flowing through my veins and vessels. I don't want to be a dead person or be a robot, very NUMB. 

Just bear with me, I know what am I doing. And I hope I know what I want, as a human living in this world. Give me some time. I would be able to do it.